I appear to be a smart, semi-well adjusted individual but inside I harbor nothing but feelings of dread, jealousy, anger and a penchant for bad spelling. I've been in a few physical confrontations but I find myself going out and almost hoping that someone disrespects me just so I can unleash my fury on a face I don't know. I'm not big. I don't have huge muscles but I only feel sane when I'm lifting weights or looking for someone to kick the shit out of.
Confession posted on 12/31/2000

