I'm a very emotional person and I often feel very deeply about things. I wish I could be more rational, but when emotions kick in, I can kiss logic goodbye. Yet, I feel that I can be a very manipulative person, because even while I tell myself that I can't help how I feel, I know exactly how my crying, my silences, how my words are affecting the other person. And that I'm probably playing games with him. I hate people who play games with me.
Confession posted on 04/15/2003

