I envy that bitch who lies in bed next to him every night, who doesn't realize the grace in bed next to her, who knows nothing of my love for him, who she takes for granted. I don't want her dead, I couldn't stand to see him hurt, but if I could have just a little bit... I don't even know if they're still together, and the thought of him with someone else is unbearable, truly unbearable.
Confession posted on 01/08/2001