My spouse needs a lot of support right now and I don't think I have it in me to give him. It is so hard to see someone that you love feel so much pain and you are imagining motioning to the waiter, "Yea, check please." I feel oddly content being so selfish and this is so unlike me. I am usually the first to run to the aide of another, but this time I feel like getting an ice cream cone instead.
Confession posted on 08/28/2003