I always over-eat. I only eat once a day and when I do I feel as if it is my goal to make a noticeable dent in the contents of the fridge. I just cram food into my mouth steadily from 8:00 pm until midnight. Quite often I feel as if I'm going to throw it up again but I say to myself "No! It's mine now and it's staying!" Then I try to go to sleep and hold down all my food and quite often I do. When I wake up the next morning I drink a pot of coffee to push it through so I can starve myself in preparation for the next feast.
Confession posted on 10/24/2000