I idolize my best friend. I find myself wanting to be him, in fact. I've changed a lot of things that I used to do to be more like him. I started wearing the same kind of clothes, listening to the same kind of music, and even taking his opinions as my own. Eventually we started to hang out less and less, so I turned to his cousin, who happens to be a lot like him. So I just started following him, and tried to emulate him as best I could.
Confession posted on 02/04/2002