I envy woman, who knew they were gay and were always open about it. I envy those people who found their perfect soul mate and weren't ashamed to be gay, weren't afraid to tell their parents. Instead I've always dated men and now I am married and feel I missed my true calling in life. Ever look at your life and ask yourself, how did I get here from there's Ever feel bad that you're stuck and because you love your kids, you'll stay right where you are until they grow up? Ever feel unfulfilled sexually and emotionally because you're not getting it from another woman? Ever have sex with your husband and say to yourself is this all there is? I have. Have you?
Confession posted on 10/06/2003