The last four nights I have had four different dreams about four different guys. They are the kind of dreams that are so amazing that when you wake in the morning you feel just awful because you know they're not true. Anyway, I just feel sick. Because one of the guys is too far away to reach, the other two are a few years older (and that could complicate things right now) and the third has a girlfriend. I don't understand how he could go out with her because she appears to be nothing like I'd expect him to go for. I wish I could confess how I feel to them all, but I guess I just fear rejection.
Confession posted on 09/20/2003