I envy every girl out there that has a boyfriend or husband that truly loves them. My boyfriend says he loves me but he can't commit to me. He hardly even says a word to me most of the time, and we live together. He is always in a bad mood. He acts like he doesn't want me around, but then when I say I'm going to move out he doesn't want me to leave. I really think that I deserve better than this. I think that I could find more and someone that thinks I'm something special (he acts like he could take it or leave it). Well there is someone special out there but I'm too chicken to go for it.
Confession posted on 04/21/2003